Sunday, December 12, 2010

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Ryan Adams - Words


I could not agree more with this song. What are standardized tests anyway?
Its only words...

Saturday, November 20, 2010

Night Owl


You were restless,
Like a night owl
So I let you
Fly away
Towards the silver moon
And the bright stars.

The sun:
Lethargic from the darkness
Stayed hidden behind the trees.
The evening ebbed on
The mountains tops
Of youthful yearning
And deadly desire.

I shut my eyes
And fought your dimpled grin
And the goose bumps
Forming domes on my skin.

The winter air
Wrapped its arms arround my waist
And tugged on my hair.

Like a snow angel,
I fell to the ground
Waiting for new snow flaxes
To cover the lost time.

But, the crisp air
Bit my senses
And the wake of your presence
Burned the soles of my feet.
The cayote wind hollowed
And the over cast clouds laughed
At my wishful thinking….


Wednesday, November 10, 2010

My Childhood Facination

This week I went to a writers workshop.  For the prompt I had to write a poem about shoe laces and robots. 

                I stare down at my shoelaces:
               A pile of slithering snakes
                Slinking along the pavement.
               
                Looping the laces
                With careful precision
                I smile at the chaos:
                A last reminder of childhood bliss
                And the creation of coverse.

                I marvel
                At the tiny white strings:             
                The corset of my sole.

                Shoelaces are like abstract art:
                Is it a bunny rabbit
                Or a bowtie?
                               
                I sigh,
                No robot could understand
                My childhood facination
                With shoelaces...


Random Reflections

I was studying for Communications and I needed a break. So I came up with a poem to distract me.   The point is that its pure randomness. 

Slivers of the moon
Cut through the skin.
Glass eyes frozen by time
Sting the soul.  

The clock moves backward;
I take two steps forward.
Time skips a beat.

My heart wanders
To remote corridors
With blue musty curtains
Draping the windows.
Invisible rainbows
reflect gold coins in the twilight.
The taste of strawberry
Stains my taste buds
And I realize the words on my tongue
Have lost their flavor.




Thursday, November 4, 2010

Divine Chaos


 
 
 

L-O-V-E

"Do you think love is a trick nature plays on us to make babies? Or do you think that it's everything:the only meaning we have to this crazy dream?"

-Feast of Love


Tuesday, November 2, 2010

Ryan Adams - Sweet Illusions

I love this song and the truth that it presents in any relationship. Its the inspiration for my poem No Nonsense.

Monday, November 1, 2010

No Nonsense

I followed the illusion,
And got played by time.
I rose me up like Ozymandias
And became a ruin in the desert.
Naiveté slit my throat
and left me to drown in assumption.

The piercing sting
Led me back to the reality of
Sand dunes and obsolete horizons.
Sweet Confusion and Broken Hope
Whispered nonsense in my ears.

And then I woke up.

Sunday, October 24, 2010

Pictures of life

I took these pictures today with my friend at the College of Wooster. Enjoy...










Wednesday, October 20, 2010

You Can

You can play the guitar like B.B. King .
You  can write sugary nothings.
You can wear snake  curls on your brow line.
You can smoke the city to its death.
You can be mysterious as the night.
You can lock your stories in your heart.
You can live like your dead.

I can leave you alone.
And time can give us peace.

Sunday, October 10, 2010

Hunger

Growling, gurgling, grasping,
The stomach pains for sustenance:
A sweet honey sickle,
A hot zesty chili pepper,
A ripe, succulent strawberry.

The purging passion
Plays with the aromas of yesterday’s horizon.
With hands wide open,
 It reaches for the sky.

The array of colors
Rests upon the water
And the senses
Fade into the sunset--
A masterpiece of delicous desire. 

Quiet comes
With the darkness,
And the frozen ripples of the river,
Yearning for movement.

Moonlight chuckles from above
As the silence of the evening
Is punctured by the
Hums of the humming bird
Searching for a mate. 

Saturday, October 2, 2010

Diamond Tears


Why did you come to me?
So quietly, with silent ease
At the edge of the river:
A perfect stand still:
Between the hour of death and awakening

My beloved, I’ll call you:
My silent mystery,
My horizon just out of reach,
My diamond tears lost to the moment.

You and I :
The compass and the direction,
The shoe and the path,
The heart and the passion,
The ear and the story.

Your imprint cannot fade,
Despite my wishes,
I know not how to stop
My passion, my obsession,
My broken dream…..

Thanks for the questions without answers;
The confusion without reassurance;
The labor without fruit;
The wish without grant….

Questions, Questions without answers:
Can lost love be found?
Can you heal what was never broken?
Can the eternal flow of desire
by fought?

Is life Flow or Eb?

October Leaves

Autumn leaves,
Fall onto earth’s barren bosom,
Like tired lovers
Resting upon something familiar.

Tickled by natures silent laughter,
The auburn red fades into the blue sky.
The heart is now a healthy blend of red and blue:
A perfect union of purple.

The tree and the leaves
Are a heavy pile of
Contentment and Coldness,
Love and Lust,
Sunshine and solitude,
Desire and distraction.

Enchanted by the creation,
Evolved by the color,
Ebbed by the coldness,
Fall disappears
Into the hands of winter.

Monday, September 27, 2010

Ode to Earl Grey

I sit at a coffee shop,
I-pod in ears;
Pencil in hand;
Smell of fresh shampoo in hair;
Butterflies of the morning in heart.

I sip my tea,
And think about random things:
What is the Dopler affect?
Should I become Buddist?
Is love a trick the Gods play to make babies?
Why is Earl Grey so fucking good?

Somebody’s talking to me.
I stopped listening at hello.
Something about the dryness of the small talk
Swallowed me up like a dessert.
All I need is my Earl Grey for company:
The taste of warm plastic and
Hot liquid oozing all over my tongue.
I think I’ve found Morning Bliss,
Thank you, Earl Grey.


                     

Negative Entropy

I want negative entropy:
Permeability,
Diversity and
Transiency…..

I want non-platonic love:
Authenticity,
Reality and
Truth.

I want dharma:
Balance,
Direction and
Ones fulfilled task….

I want soul:
Passion,
Sensitivity and
Feeling….

I want self conservation:
Self awareness,

Doubt,
And Questions?


Two Hands

Two hands touch:
One small, one large,
Both connected by the electricity of the air,
And the undercurrent of Mystery
Hiding in the shadow of the eye…

Two hands touch:
One warm, one cold,
Both discovered by the fire flies of the night,
And the Peach Trees
Ripened with opportunity and desire….

Two hands touch:
One goes, one stops
Both search for Unattainable Objects,
And relief
Found in the absence of desire….


No attachments

Everything about Her was too much for Him:
Her spastic laughter;
Her flaming fire;
Her uncontrollable energy;
Her crafty words.....

 
She was cute, but not quite right.
He didn’t like the uncertainty,
And the fear he felt in her presence.
He despised her brown locks of Venus,
Her direct eye contact,
Her beaming smile,
Her skinny body covered in freckles.

Guys like Him just walked away from the girls like Her.
So he did just that:
He left her for some blue sky and the lyrics of Bob Dylan;
Her left her for a musty hotel and a pack of cigarettes;
He left her for a blonde in a bar and little piece of pseudo reality…..
No attachments: that’s all he really wanted.





Today

Today the sky is liberating
The water is changing
The tree is growing

Today the question is flowing
The answer is ebbing
The journey is processing

Today the beat is forming
The lyric is remembering
The song is dancing

Today the curiosity is searching
The wisdom is reflecting
The desire is deciding

Today the now is patient
The beauty is forever
The absolute truth is acknowledged….

Dharma Bum



I wanted to give you everything I had:
The depth of the sea,
The pure honesty of the sky,
The dependable dirt between my toes,
The rain drops sprinkled with laughter and love.

But, you were a nomad-
Wanting the gift of free will,
Bumbling around town
Like a guy from a bad seventies rock band,
Leaving behind a wake of cigarette butts,
And empty stares:
Blue as the sea,
Frosted over by winters chill.

Alone with my gifts-
I froze over, twice more.

The words you left me
As a parting gift
 Stuck to my memory
Like molasses on marble.

All I can see now is the twisted look on your face
As you said:
“Love is not free— I’d rather be a dharma bum.”
Like Jack Curuack, you walked away with that swagger of yours.
Your footsteps mouthed the words:
“I don’t give a fuck.”

And I sat alone,
My spoiling gift in hand:
The complexity became confusion,
The honesty became hatred,
The dependency became drunkenness,
The heart became a pile of sawdust.

And I lost you
To the mystery of the night….